I’m actually ready for my old flame Kat to come walking back into my life.

I haven’t been with her for almost two years now yet she is still on my mind every single day.

I dated her briefly and she touched my heart like no other woman, but quickly disappeared when she went back to her ex and child, which I completely understand but am not content with. My one HVAC rep friend told me that if she moved out of the house with him it is only a matter of time till she does again and comes back to me. Dual fuel heat pumps are what keeps me occupied now but I still can’t shake the memory of her from my mind as I work each day for the heating corp. I would be so happy again if she came back, but I have to come to terms with the fact that she may never come back. The local service provider friend of mine met her and told me she was the most beautiful woman he has ever seen, which is why it is so tough to work for the HVAC supplier each day. I don’t know, maybe I am just delusional thinking she will return, but there is a part of me that keeps the flame burning and hopes for a miracle. I try to give people energy saving tips at work, but I barely have enough energy to make it each day to the local business where I work. I just need to let go of her and move on, but I’m finding it difficult to do so.
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